everything is sitting right in front of me but i can't decide what to do with myself. i try to build up confidence but always get thwarted by my own dumb laziness. quarter-life crisis is right. i take everything for granted, constantly. i'm a liar. i miss a lot of people and i feel like i'll never see them again. some days i feel like i'm going to die in a few hours. where's all this coming from?
i need to turn everything around.
that being said, it is a beautiful day in kansas city and i am happy to say i'll be outside for almost all of it. it's stupid to get caught up in things i can't change, so i guess i will just continue. my creativity needs to be harnessed and lassoed, perhaps restrained with a bear trap so that i can gain some personal clarity.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
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4 comments:
i shouldn't have it
but sometimes i want it
whipped cream on it
bear trap = clarity
"i try to build up confidence but always get thwarted by my own dumb laziness."
Hey, me too! Hope your times get better, all the time.
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