Tuesday, April 29, 2008

bad attitude

everything is sitting right in front of me but i can't decide what to do with myself. i try to build up confidence but always get thwarted by my own dumb laziness. quarter-life crisis is right. i take everything for granted, constantly. i'm a liar. i miss a lot of people and i feel like i'll never see them again. some days i feel like i'm going to die in a few hours. where's all this coming from?

i need to turn everything around.

that being said, it is a beautiful day in kansas city and i am happy to say i'll be outside for almost all of it. it's stupid to get caught up in things i can't change, so i guess i will just continue. my creativity needs to be harnessed and lassoed, perhaps restrained with a bear trap so that i can gain some personal clarity.

4 comments:

John LaPointe Navarre said...

i shouldn't have it
but sometimes i want it
whipped cream on it

tornado bait said...

bear trap = clarity

Anonymous said...

"i try to build up confidence but always get thwarted by my own dumb laziness."

Hey, me too! Hope your times get better, all the time.

Clare said...
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