Call the "Wah"mbulance

I don't know why I keep doing all this shit. I have no motives anymore. There's no reason to do anything. I'm unbelievably frustrated with every situation I find myself in. I need to calm down. All I see is evil everywhere. I can see everyone else's motives so clearly, and it's terrifying. There's also this simultaneous feeling of worthlessness and under-appreciation. There's so much work to be done to reach this false plateau of happiness. I feel like I've been there before but it's so far away now that I'll never get back. What the hell is up with my brain? Why do I feel so paranoid? Why do I allow people to fuck with me? What has two thumbs and is totally fucked? This guy.